So Much

So much is going on in my head. I'm literally overflowing. What God has done for me, what he continues to do, overwhelms me, and makes me overflow. Overflow. It's the only word I can use to describe what I'm experiencing.


I've always thought that people get bored with church and with Christianity because they've heard it all. I feel like God builds you up, fills you up, so that you can overflow. But many of us are scared of a spill, of a mess. We stop him before he's even close to the brim. God fills us up so we can overflow into other peoples lives. But were selfish, or more just self concerned.


I'm feel like my soul is expanding, like its pushing against my rib cage trying to escape. I feel this overwhelming sense of a mission, or a job I'm suppose to be doing. There is so much going on in my mind. So many things I feel like God wants me to do, some I can't determine, and some I know for sure.


Despite some blurriness, I feel like my vision is clear, really clear.